I go through the passage, I am there. "There she is, there she is....theislighlisei lalskj alsdjf ..." mutterings, words but the fuzz is overtaking them...they are moving far away as if in a dream.
I heard those sounds, those voices as a girl, ages 5, 6, 7, 8, 9...in the downstairs bathroom. The wallpaper was tan with hunter green and burgundy lines becoming squares, a grid pattern. I would let my eye muscles relax and get into a "fuzzy" state and see the bigger patterns, patterns within patterns. And I would hear the voices in that bathroom. Later, when I was 16, 17 when I was practicing piano I would hear them.
I thought it must be aliens. I believe there are other realms and other worlds with other beings of higher consciousness in the universe, and I assumed I was hearing them somehow. It wasn't until after I had a hypnosis re-birth experience that one day I was hit with the realization that the voices were from the people who were witness to my birth. People who were the only witnesses of the relation between my birth mother and I.
The memory is fleeting.
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